poetsthought's Diaryland Diary

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poem \"Desperation\"

Desperation --02.18.04 Wednesday--
silently i creep,
to the bedroom where you sleep,
and its here that everything comes crashing down.
no matter what i see,
on all that we agree,
will forever be just but a memory.
quietly i weep,
for the chances i did not keep,
and i realize you will never love me now.

all it took was one last look,
and sadly i gave in;
no more would i be able to know,
no more in your life would i ever be.
sadly i realized i was free.
longingly i thought of all we had;
i wanted just one more chance;
but sadly that line explained it all,
no more would you come to call.

as that line continues on,
i realze with the dawn,
that this will be my first;
my first day without you begins anew.
quietly i escape,
to a place that i don't hate,
to rescue myself from all of my grief.
a prayer of sweet goodbye,
and i too slowly die;
not willing to go on without your love.

8:18 PM - 02.19.04 Thursday

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